My new old life begins tomorrow. I think I am prepared. I am easing into it slowly. My day starts easily and goes a little longer than expected, but Tuesday is light and Wednesday a little busier. I am lucky to have any patients at all. I gave most of them away to Teri, a nurse practitioner at the Resource Group. The plan was for her to pay a fee for me being her physician collaborator, but she decided not to pay the percentage agreed on. I do not begrudge her; she was just starting her practice and was lucky that I was leaving. The psychiatrist who cared for my patients at my new office was not too interested in maintaining the practice so did not see any of my patients regularly. I will have to start anew and build gradually.
So I will put on my alarm and wake up early and get Maya going. She has music camp all week from 9 to 5, so she works harder than I do!
I am addicted to my yoga class and being in the moment. I picked Maya up from Ava's house and brought her and her friend Sarah to the dog park with Elmer and tried to get Elmer to move and work off some weight. Once he stopped moving, we cooled off at the house and the girls danced all afternoon.
I am missing my family. I love little Maya but she has been out constantly, perhaps I must get used to that. Eric has been gone for weeks, and even in Woods Hole he was preoccupied and absent...I wonder if that is what our lives will be like once back on track.
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