Feeling Better

A new day, with a commitment to try to make it a better day, and it was. Maya brightened up the morning, I had my car washed and my nails done and patients came to see me and they were warm and welcoming and I felt valued. Maya came to the office after ballet and played and worked and once again made each break a delight and the day passed without despair. I had a dinner with colleagues to network and although I felt apart from the crowd, I felt invited and clearly efforts were made to encourage me to be a part of the whole.

So perhaps all will settle and I will stop wanting to bolt and stop wishing I was anywhere but where I am in my life.